On and Off with Life

I get hurt, I hold back my tears
I am insulted, I swallow my pride
I am angry, I calm down myself
I am truly mean, I tried to be kind
I want to speak out, I’m lost with words
I am outgoing, I stay all day in my room
I am the center of the crowd, I’m left behind
I am scared, I pretend to be brave
I feel lonely, I think of joyful memories
I want to cry, I never quit smiling
I am down, I never lose confidence
I sometimes fail, I still have faith in success
I’m so exhausted, I don’t need energy drink
At times I stumble, I rise up on my feet

I have no one, I see God in my dreams

I lost you, I found someone new

I’m missing someone, I know he exists…