Thursday, July 12, 2012

Exhausted Heart of a Valiant Soul

I am not vulnerable for I fought alone all my life. Yet, it has been so long and it never occurred to me that I would feel tired and weak. At times, I refused to admit the nature of my current situation because I needed no one's mercy. Nonetheless, in my loneliness I wipe my tears and hide underneath my blanket. I'm so tired of  facing my fate. But, I never move backward because I have to reach my goals and continue to move forward on the rocky road. Even at times, it seems that God left me alone, I never stop because I needed to see the children in my dreams. Those little angels gave me hope of a bright tomorrow. I know someday we'll meet and I can claim them my own. Somehow on the way of finding them, I must be prepared to encounter those monsters in disguise. Though I am fooled, I will never feel defeated because my goodness will always triumph.