The Paranormal, Lines of Love and my Lucky Charm

Something strange... I woke early in the morning astonished.  Well, it was not Friday the 13th yet.  When I looked at my phone's call history, it was really unbelievable.  Imagine, I made series of outgoing calls, almost at the same time to different people (as shown below).  I asked my friend, if there was something wrong with my phone because it was impossible I made those calls because I was already asleep at that time.  He told me that the only explanation, it was a paranormal event.  REALLY!!! Scared me to the bones!!!

Friday the 13th, I am not afraid.  I went to church with my friend after work.  Then, I browsed at the song book and remembered the beautiful song that was played during the last mass I attended for my father's birthday.  The song was entitled, "Where Love was Found".  The lyrics of the song are similar to the lines in the verse of 1 Corinthian 13.  Indeed, love is out there.  I know that I'm going to embrace the one that is mine.  I'm not giving up in spite of the consequences and no matter how it hurts.  Anyway, God will never leave me.  I will survive and love never fails!

I told my friend early this morning over the phone that I would spend my Saturday watching "One Piece".  I'm not in the mood of going out but Luffy's appetite got into my stomach.  Wow! I really ate a lot today.  I was slacking on my bed.  When I was about to kneel to pray the rosary with my mom and sis, I discovered a five-cent coin stuck on my left knee.  I smiled with its presence because I never saw any coins scattered on my bed.  It was really surprising, so I will keep this as my lucky charm.  Who knows, this little coin will bring me luck in career and love! ;)

X.O.X.O you know I love you so much and I really miss you --- If only you gave me the chance, I would have loved you eternally.  It hurts to find out that now you don't need me, you are not keeping in touch.  Last time, you were a wonderful friend who was fun, always there and ever-ready to cheer me up.  Now that you got a new career, you have forgotten a new found friend in me.   Here I am, always cheerful and never get tired of being your true friend!  I miss the old you, hope you were not faking everything because my heart sees the goodness in your soul!  I'M HEART-BROKEN & TIRED...

But I WON'T GIVE UP!!! DEFINITELY NOT!!!

Exhausted Heart of a Valiant Soul

I am not vulnerable for I fought alone all my life. Yet, it has been so long and it never occurred to me that I would feel tired and weak. At times, I refused to admit the nature of my current situation because I needed no one's mercy. Nonetheless, in my loneliness I wipe my tears and hide underneath my blanket. I'm so tired of  facing my fate. But, I never move backward because I have to reach my goals and continue to move forward on the rocky road. Even at times, it seems that God left me alone, I never stop because I needed to see the children in my dreams. Those little angels gave me hope of a bright tomorrow. I know someday we'll meet and I can claim them my own. Somehow on the way of finding them, I must be prepared to encounter those monsters in disguise. Though I am fooled, I will never feel defeated because my goodness will always triumph.

What Happened to You, my Friend?

An eye-opener

Truth revealed

So, that's it?

My foolishness

It means nothing

Stop hiding

Bible Sunday: God's Message to Me

For like the artisans, my gift is my artistic skills that I must use and share for the greater glory of God.  I am grateful to Him for my gifts because these are my tools to succeed and shine the brightest.

The Day at the Saloon

My hair desperately needed treatment and trimming. I did it today and really told the hairstylist to follow the Nico Robin hairstyle. Haha. LOL.

Sayonara, long curly hair!!! :(

Cleopatra or Nico Robin Hairstyle?

X.O.X.O I'm going to the saloon tomorrow morning to do my hair. My curly hair is so mess up. But my options are these two hairstyles only. I love the raven-colored hair with bangs. So, watch out... I'm the new girl you can't resist. LOL!

X.O.X.O. This is still me --- Finally, I'm out again... Thanks for breaking my heart ;( 

Actually what you did --- made me cry for several nights and through it my faith become stronger... Through it all, you have done me a favor to be really brave and never give up.  Now, my heart is calm. I will find my prince charming and it's not my loss.

X.O.X.O. You know I love you and I always will. 

c

My Love, It's a Beautiful Day!

Why you're not here? It's Friday!!! So, I can't say TGIF because you're not around.... It's a lonely Friday, I guess.  But, wait--- I forgot, I'm not really down for I'm enjoying every moment in spite of your absence.  I just miss you---miss you---miss you raise to the power of infinity.  Even if we're apart, our lives will always be wonderful.

My love, it's a beautiful day! Remember...

... you know I do and I always will...

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I Miss You

 I miss you so much it hurts, my love
I miss you with every fiber of my being
I miss you like there is no tomorrow, my dove
I miss you fervently, it's all my loving.
I miss you with my entire heart
I wish we were no longer apart.

My heart beats only for you, faster and faster
My legs are shaking just thinking about you
My eyes are watery, tears flowing larger and larger
My whole being is trembling for you.
My arms are craving to hold you once more
My soul is withering away deep from its core.

I miss you desperately, with everything I got
I miss you darling, I miss you every single day
I miss you sweetheart, my loving ache so hot
I miss you my dear love, I miss you all the way.
I miss you and I can take it no longer
Come back to me and our love will be stronger.

© Copyright Gabor Timis

 http://loveisaspiritualforce.blogspot.sg/2012/04/i-miss-you.html

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The last class is quite stressful, but I received a gift from my angel... 3 pcs of ferrero rocher

You're My Secret, Darling!

This is Crazy... So Call Me Maybe!

The good-looking dude with the cutest smile

Can you pause and chitchat with me for awhile?

Hoping you recall my name or remember my face

Why you go so quickly and leave without a trace?

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Please don't remove my number in your phone

For I value yours like the most precious stone!

In my fantasy, your my king, I build you a throne

If you will give me a call, I won't feel so alone ---

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Can I claim you as my honey, sweetie or baby?

I don't care if everyone will say I'm crazy

All day long waiting---in case if you're not busy

Mr Hotshots pick your phone, so call me maybe ;)

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Kiss Me When You're Ready

I dream of your tender lips touching mine

Will it be as sweet as chocolates or simply divine?

Does it taste like a baby's milk or an extraordinary wine?

Will it stop a heavy downpour and bring me sunshine?

How will I know? Perhaps, it is something I can't define

Perhaps, if you'll kiss me, my sick heart will be just fine!

I don't mind if you'll kiss me beside the shoreline

Is it more romantic if done beneath the grapevine?

Let's do it when our stomachs are full, after we dine!

Just kiss me when you're ready, honey, I won't decline! ;)

Never get tired of waiting for you under the holy shrine

Perceiving the day when will meet at the center of the line

Your kiss will fly me to the moon for our lives are entwine!

Belittle not the magic of a kiss for two unlikely souls it can combine!

I Simply Miss You Now and Forever

* Great day feels alright with your memory*

* God knows I always want you at my side*

*Always longing for your sweet kisses*

*And dreaming of your gentle caress*

*Remembering the softness of your voice*

*Rejoicing on the brief moments shared*

*You're so hardworking and always jolly*

*You're the reason, my heart always smiles*

And you know it's true...

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Boy, Just Let Me Love You

Similar to how many romantic stories begin

The familiar scene of how boy meets girl

The bubbly heroine is truly unusual in her ways

Like a funny clown with a  heart that  no longer beats

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He doesn't pick her purposely, it is part of the job

He talks to all strangers for money's sake

She ignores the acquaintance, it's  not the first time

The next day she wakes up, she can't remember him

***

Of course, being persistent  is part of his job description

He tries his luck on her and fortunately she doesn't decline

Perhaps, she has interest with the offer  for it's about money

She always wanted to do so but there's no one to trust

***

So, boy and girl meet again for the second time

Two strangers whose lives are entwined by cash

Girl is hesitant for the boy doesn't look trustworthy

Boy is hopeful and his sincerity clears her doubt

***

As time goes by, they become good friends

Girl never likes strangers and she's always reserved

Both of them might have loved in their past

Yet yesterday is history, they must live in the present

***

Like so many girls she's as stupid and foolish

Girl begs God to stop her and block such nonsense

Yet, the signs lead her to see boy in different angle

All the boys that girl loves are taken away from her

***

Perhaps, girl is not yet ready and  not brave enough then

She's so tired of escaping and she acknowledges him

Through this blog she says "just let me love you...

Boy,  I will never hurt you and my feelings are true"

***

If you know boy's identity, tell him the secret

If boy happens to read this, hope she gives girl a chance

Loving her is embracing the magic and be joyful

It is a decision he'll never regret and  a gift he'll forever keep

I Kissed You Last Night

Where to find a love potion?

How to make a love spell?

What will I give up to be with you?

So much pondering caused my migraine

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The old track played is heart-breaking

My colds caused me to sneeze with teary eyes

Alone in the dark and silent room

Witnessing the drizzle outside my window

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The doorbell's sound was so defeaning

No one opened the door, I must get it!

My heart galloped in strange directions

For you were there to brighten the evening
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It was a dream that felt so real

You whispered into my ears

And your voice was soft and gentle

Then, I stared at you for a long time

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Under the moonlight, we touched

The evening was concluded with a kiss

You're in the CPU of my head

I can never delete you permanently

If I will, my whole system will malfunction

Where Are You My Love?

Nowhere in sight

Must taken a flight

Feelings not right

Never giving up the fight!

You are my light…

Hold me so tight

I’m yours all night

Till the sun goes bright

Own me w/ all your might

O, my majestic knight!

Abolish all my plight

And take away my fright

This love is never slight

Swear on  mountain’s height

On and Off with Life

I get hurt, I hold back my tears
I am insulted, I swallow my pride
I am angry, I calm down myself
I am truly mean, I tried to be kind
I want to speak out, I’m lost with words
I am outgoing, I stay all day in my room
I am the center of the crowd, I’m left behind
I am scared, I pretend to be brave
I feel lonely, I think of joyful memories
I want to cry, I never quit smiling
I am down, I never lose confidence
I sometimes fail, I still have faith in success
I’m so exhausted, I don’t need energy drink
At times I stumble, I rise up on my feet

I have no one, I see God in my dreams

I lost you, I found someone new

I’m missing someone, I know he exists…

No Regrets

Kissing  adieu to the splendor of my youth

The thrill of my first love exists no more

Recalling the memory of my first dance

How cheap & unromantic my first date was!

Silly  chats  and nonsense laugh over the phone

Do you still remember your gifts for me?

Always treasured and forever special

Your song ringing into my ears

…and the strumming of your guitar

Well, there was no magic in my first kiss

Only fears and doubts under the moonlight

Thank you for waiting & for your time

You don’t need to walk with me

I know the direction going home

Do you have to go to my place?

I’m so healthy to get sick!

Thank you for strolling with me

At different time with different faces

With so many names & birthdays  to remember

Time is not ours — but I have no regrets

*PS I’m such a bad flirt! I remembered telling my tutee that if flirting is one of my subjects, I will surely fail…. (and it will be the only subject I won’t be able to pass)