Just one more step and suddenly the lightning struck me...
Just one more and I'm back again.
ALMOST THERE...
It was harsh and painful. I cried aloud same way when my father died.
So, I must face the reality that in this world there are certain rules to follow. Even if not in favor of my situation, I have to accept the dreadful decision.
It's not I can't make it. Not a question of my abilities, capabilities and intellect. It is about standards and what are my roots.
Starting all over again. I diverted my mind from all the worries by keeping myself busy. I completed watching all episodes of Games of Thrones. I made silly poster quotes that I uploaded in my Tumbler account. Yeah, I entertained myself with my creativity. Then, I decided to cook chicken broth with noodles for dinner.
Let's celebrate another beginning and a new challenge. If it's God's will no strict rules and stubborn men can stop it.
After all the drama and sleepless evening, I told myself God won't abandon me and He'll give me what I deserve. And there's no stopping Him.
