Perennial LOVE

Unending
Lasting
Never fading
Will you let me in?

Little Star

A little spark of hope deep within
Though it's an imperfect day
It is still a good news after all ---

How Will I Explain

No matter what I'll do
Wherever I may go
There's one and only you
I only hope you know...

What we don't know

If we know
You'll know
I'll know
We both know
But we don't know
Only God knows

If we did know
What God knew
You knew
I knew
We both knew

But we really don't know
Soon, you'll know
I will know too
So, we both know
God will say,
'I told you, I know
    What you don't know'

What Becomes of a Broken Heart?

Honestly, I am not giving up on loving you in spite you broke me not only once but more than the fingers could count.  I am totally shattered with the truth.  I am never like this before.  You know that you're my first in everything.   In the end, I know that somewhere in your heart, you cared and the timing for both is not just so good.  At the right time, in God's time.

I am broken, but not dead.  I fell so hard that made me stronger even than before.  I never lost my goals and visions in life.  I know that you'll come again and you know in your heart that it is me that you want in your lifetime.

The Paranormal, Lines of Love and my Lucky Charm

Something strange... I woke early in the morning astonished.  Well, it was not Friday the 13th yet.  When I looked at my phone's call history, it was really unbelievable.  Imagine, I made series of outgoing calls, almost at the same time to different people (as shown below).  I asked my friend, if there was something wrong with my phone because it was impossible I made those calls because I was already asleep at that time.  He told me that the only explanation, it was a paranormal event.  REALLY!!! Scared me to the bones!!!

Friday the 13th, I am not afraid.  I went to church with my friend after work.  Then, I browsed at the song book and remembered the beautiful song that was played during the last mass I attended for my father's birthday.  The song was entitled, "Where Love was Found".  The lyrics of the song are similar to the lines in the verse of 1 Corinthian 13.  Indeed, love is out there.  I know that I'm going to embrace the one that is mine.  I'm not giving up in spite of the consequences and no matter how it hurts.  Anyway, God will never leave me.  I will survive and love never fails!

I told my friend early this morning over the phone that I would spend my Saturday watching "One Piece".  I'm not in the mood of going out but Luffy's appetite got into my stomach.  Wow! I really ate a lot today.  I was slacking on my bed.  When I was about to kneel to pray the rosary with my mom and sis, I discovered a five-cent coin stuck on my left knee.  I smiled with its presence because I never saw any coins scattered on my bed.  It was really surprising, so I will keep this as my lucky charm.  Who knows, this little coin will bring me luck in career and love! ;)

X.O.X.O you know I love you so much and I really miss you --- If only you gave me the chance, I would have loved you eternally.  It hurts to find out that now you don't need me, you are not keeping in touch.  Last time, you were a wonderful friend who was fun, always there and ever-ready to cheer me up.  Now that you got a new career, you have forgotten a new found friend in me.   Here I am, always cheerful and never get tired of being your true friend!  I miss the old you, hope you were not faking everything because my heart sees the goodness in your soul!  I'M HEART-BROKEN & TIRED...

But I WON'T GIVE UP!!! DEFINITELY NOT!!!

Exhausted Heart of a Valiant Soul

I am not vulnerable for I fought alone all my life. Yet, it has been so long and it never occurred to me that I would feel tired and weak. At times, I refused to admit the nature of my current situation because I needed no one's mercy. Nonetheless, in my loneliness I wipe my tears and hide underneath my blanket. I'm so tired of  facing my fate. But, I never move backward because I have to reach my goals and continue to move forward on the rocky road. Even at times, it seems that God left me alone, I never stop because I needed to see the children in my dreams. Those little angels gave me hope of a bright tomorrow. I know someday we'll meet and I can claim them my own. Somehow on the way of finding them, I must be prepared to encounter those monsters in disguise. Though I am fooled, I will never feel defeated because my goodness will always triumph.

What Happened to You, my Friend?

An eye-opener

Truth revealed

So, that's it?

My foolishness

It means nothing

Stop hiding

Bible Sunday: God's Message to Me

For like the artisans, my gift is my artistic skills that I must use and share for the greater glory of God.  I am grateful to Him for my gifts because these are my tools to succeed and shine the brightest.

The Day at the Saloon

My hair desperately needed treatment and trimming. I did it today and really told the hairstylist to follow the Nico Robin hairstyle. Haha. LOL.

Sayonara, long curly hair!!! :(