Is it possible???

Don't make it impossible
Don't be so horrible
Take me away from trouble
Not proud, always humble
Vanish not, like a bubble!
Loving u is my greatest gamble...
Honesty, no under the table!

The Ghost of the Stinky Rat

Last night, my sis and I were still watching online show via my big tv.  I complained to her for the noise above our ceiling.  I told her, why on earth someone wanted to move or rearrange their things so late.  The noise upstairs went on.  I joked to my sis that we could complain to HDB.  (haha, another complaining)

My sis paused fot awhile and gasped.  She mentioned the ghost stories we used to watch.  She added that almost ghost month.  Come on, we're old for the nonsense.

I prayed around 1.30 am.  I could still hear the footsteps upstairs.  It was no big deal and I'm a big girl now.  I am scared of nothing!

Later this afternoon, I am reading a book about Mother Teresa while listening to music.  As I went on, I sensed a stinky smell.  I even interrupted my sis with her tv viewing just to sniff me.  I asked her to smell my bed but she couldn't sense anything strange.

I ignored and proclaimed that perhaps it was the air.  Then, the scent surfaced again.  I couldn't take it and went out to ask the house' maid to sniff me.  She sensed no undesirable fragrance.  When I went to my bed, the odor was still there as if it was sitting beside me. 

This time, I was hysterical.  I quickly changed for church and sprayed my cologne all over my bed.

Not again.  Whatever it is... that dead rat smell maybe needed my prayers.  I don't want to feel the unknown.  Yet, they exists.  The old experience again.  I can't do anything for them but to pray that their souls may rest in peace. 

Rising from Falling

The landlord warned, 'it is overdue!'
The friend asked, 'until when?'
The wallet said, ' not even a cent!'
The stomach complained, ' instant noodles, AGAIN!!!'
The heart yelled, 'can't take it anymore!'
The brain speechless with migraine

Can I lend the money I lent?
Will I expect same generosity?
Do you do unto others and expect the same?
Are there friends after for  gold?
Is it true in troubles, untrue friends runaway?

Up and down, round in circles
The globe rotates and revolves
Many doors of opportunities await
Falling not only once but more
Come on, it's time to rise and shine!

Happy Times

An imperfect world and unpredictable life
A lonely woman in quest of the unknown
A traveler with undefined destination
The cold heart like winter's snowflake
A hollow soul of a man whom will show no mercy

Alms, give me a piece of your bread!!??
Starving for so long, the wail of the penniless
Yet, suffer no more and ache no longer
God is never deaf for the sincere heart

I need your compassion, give me your caress!!!
I want someone like you to feed my emptiness
The happy times in my dreams are so true
Awaken with a grumbling stomach
Want a bite of my pizza from Pizza Hut???
Well, still a happy time after all...
LOL

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The Munchy Mouse was so little for my tummy!!! It melted in my mouth... Yummy!!!!

Possibilities

Perennial LOVE

Unending
Lasting
Never fading
Will you let me in?

Little Star

A little spark of hope deep within
Though it's an imperfect day
It is still a good news after all ---

How Will I Explain

No matter what I'll do
Wherever I may go
There's one and only you
I only hope you know...

What we don't know

If we know
You'll know
I'll know
We both know
But we don't know
Only God knows

If we did know
What God knew
You knew
I knew
We both knew

But we really don't know
Soon, you'll know
I will know too
So, we both know
God will say,
'I told you, I know
    What you don't know'

What Becomes of a Broken Heart?

Honestly, I am not giving up on loving you in spite you broke me not only once but more than the fingers could count.  I am totally shattered with the truth.  I am never like this before.  You know that you're my first in everything.   In the end, I know that somewhere in your heart, you cared and the timing for both is not just so good.  At the right time, in God's time.

I am broken, but not dead.  I fell so hard that made me stronger even than before.  I never lost my goals and visions in life.  I know that you'll come again and you know in your heart that it is me that you want in your lifetime.